Have you ever felt like you were flattened by a steamroller? Well, other than a few brief appearances here and there on Facebook, I haven’t been online much. The fibromyalgia flare-up that began several weeks back escalated within the last couple of weeks. There have been times where I have felt like I was just flattened by fibromyalgia. Getting out of bed in the morning has been a Herculean feat. The stiffness and pain have been really intense in the morning. Some days it has been difficult to walk from room to room. Every day, I have had severe head to toe pain.
On days like today when it rains, I dread the idea of needing to go outside. Rainy days aren’t just a problem if I venture outside. I don’t have to go or look outside to know it’s rainy. I can feel it no matter where I am. Sometimes, I feel like a human weather vane. I know the air will hurt my skin stepping out into a rainy day. My body feels like one big bruise. Everything really hurts.
I love fall. I always have. Fibromyalgia will not steal my love of fall from me. At the same time, as I wrote last year in Fibro Fall, I am fully aware that the change of seasons from summer to fall wreaks havoc on my body. It is what it is. I can’t control the weather.
On Saturday, I had my regular acupuncture appointment. When I have an appointment, I inform my acupuncturist about which symptoms have been bothering me since my last appointment. Needless to say, I filled him in on the fact that my fibromyalgia pain has been flaring-up badly. I was so happy that my acupuncture appointment was on Saturday. I love acupuncture so much!
In addition to this fibromyalgia flare-up, I have been dealing with an interstitial cystitis (IC) flare-up. (I am thankful that I have the ability to do bladder instillations at home). As is so often the case when my IC flares up, my irritable bowel syndrome (IBS) has been flaring up too. Somewhere in there I had a period that was more challenging than most. The cyclical rectal bleeding that prompted colonoscopy number four in April 2009, which I wrote about previously here (Colonoscopy Results With Pictures) was worse than usual. (If you have cyclical rectal bleeding and your doctors tell you it is unrelated to endometriosis, just know that there are other patients who have this. See your doctor if you have this symptom). In my case, the bleeding happens every month and generally precedes my period by two days.
In addition, my head was killing me during my period (as happens with every period now, to one degree or another). So, I haven’t been up to writing lately. Throw in a few mild multiple chemical sensitivity (MCS) reactions for having the audacity to leave the house for good measure and it has been challenging the last couple of weeks.
Anyhow, my fibromyalgia is still flaring but I am doing better than a few days ago. This is quite possibly related to the fact that I had acupuncture on Saturday. Having talked with many online friends who have fibromyalgia, I know that I am not alone in having a flare-up now. My thoughts go out to fellow patients who are dealing with increased pain at this time. I have been feeling flattened by fibromyalgia. If only the fibromyalgia itself could be flattened instead of the other way around.
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